Yestaerday soon after i finished the blog, i went to sleep but before i could slumber into deep sleep my sister came running into the room saying some gal's father died. I rushed i wasnt sure if i heard it right. So i asked again and there was numbness around me for a second.
I put ma pants on and took money and left for delhi right then to drop the li'l gal to the airport.
I wasn't sad so to say for some reason but i felt sorry for the girl's loss.
It was inevitable, but no body had thought that the song she was singing in the song would soon bring a far reached sadness to her. No mom, no dad, an uncaring brother.
Why her god ?, s everyone's question that night..
I had not exactly planned the next day but traveeling like tat was definitely not on the list.
I was thinking of thousandd of things which could happen now. Like Miss A reconsidering the whole issue considering me kinder than she had known.
Uncertainity ruled fate, planning and every such thing.
It's been 3 days since i've slept properly. Fels weird but then i know now how it actually is to loose sleep over someone.
I could live without you but how, i don't know.
This heart doen't make marry without you.
If someone gives me poison i'll accept it readily, i'll tolerate everything and live in any condition but i can't live without you.
It hurts like hell when you are not there.
Without you life is a curse, a sentence to death which is non sense , how can one person do so many things to you. Well i guess they can if that person is you....
Saturday, June 7, 2008
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