There are so many thoughts in my head that all i can think now is that there r so many thoughts in my head.
It's been a roller coaster ride for the last few days, may be weeks may be years..
It’s a haze now, the time that has past and gone. The time that seems to have left me desolate.
The time that seems to be so full of chaos, disorganization.
But the bottom line being that it is so because it was too organized almost going against the nature's plan..
So organized that it makes all hitler's generals a bunch of dis oriented fools who shud've died, on the day of their births for they couldn't understand that a young mind should be allowed to live forever.
A whirlpool of thoughts that buries and drowns the most mind numbing issues someone 'mature' would want me to concern myself with.
Its almost frustrating, but then may be its just the way life plays out, to fall into the same conversations, playing the same games ,walking the same lines, dusting the same shelves, eating the same evolutionary bread, feeling the same stupid feelings.. its all the same , always..
i have read somewhere (which I remember where but I don't want to quote from where because I don't want the ignorant minds to quote it in future), that I don't play games, because it seems a waste of time to have a rivalry over something which is governed by rules. We make rules because it keeps us from surprises.
Rules keep the mind from wandering beyond the unknown, from exploring what could be, a better day, a better life, a better tomorrow.
Stuck between these rules and the precautions we take to restrict ourselves within so well thought misunderstood boundaries, I m confused.
Putting me out there was easy when I knew, not the rules, but the possibility of stumbling upon or being hit upon a storm of sand that would terminate the boundaries. But when we know about the stronger possibility of being run over every time then it’s not so easy after all… but I know we’ll have to do it for all our lives.
