Sometimes

Sometimes these days don't pass like they do,
Sometimes I miss myself more than i miss you.
Sometimes I wanna have whiskey but i have gin instead,
Sometimes I risk more than i can ever losse with it.
Sometimes I drive faster than markings on my speedometer,
Sometimes I break when i should press the accelerator.
Sometimes I miss clues easier than a kiss,
Sometimes I fuck things up more than my bliss.
Sometimes there are more colors than i should see in a rainbow,
Sometimes I open and eat the parcel at a take and go.
Sometimes I miss the alphabets more than the words,
Sometimes I miss the heat more than the gusts.
Sometimes the stars shine brighter than the moon,
Sometimes I wake up at midnight while its still afternoon.
Sometimes I am more blinded than i could ever see,
Sometimes I am more broken than my integrity.
Sometimes I feel lonely even in a party,
Sometimes are those times when i miss u honey.

Nothing matters after the song

I am up early trying to figure out how and why is this morning so dull.. would it be ok if i went for a jog??? I don't want to but cant't convince myself for doin otherwise.. I remember telling everyone that everything that should be tomorrow must start today somewhere even if only at some microscopic level or may be read it somewhere.

My father says i shall have two sons like me. :))))))

Now the point is whether he's too proud or has he lost hope in his ability to control me. May be he thinks i m twice as capable of handling rebellious teenagers as he is. either ways I really cant think about it too much.. Now i realize why i secretly revolted the idea of not being with people who make your life easier. I feared i would do the exact same things, scream like they do, walk out like they do and wish i was not...

Fuck the ideas and get real. Lets live but when i do get to the living part the question is - Is my idea of living the correct idea of living. Am i suppose to be the focal point of my life or should i be the mirror, difficult comprehension.

But how does it all matter once i am gone, how does it matter what the world is, how does the matter how many smiles or how many frowns i inflicted upon my people.

Because there is no music After the song ....

Conversation among mates

I told my friend you had all the kicks,

He said you are indeed a looker from the pics.

I said i had you close your eyes,

He said must have after she saw your size.

I said i had you cry and i had You moan,

he said it must've been from the heavens i'd shown.

I said you don't like me anymore,

He said its because you are still very sore.

I told him you aint coming back,

He said bro that's the end coz after all you ain't black.

All Expectations

Just looking at your face for a smile,

To enable this soul to travel another mile.

I wake before you open your eyes n are awake,

To see you smile for the dreams i make.

I sleep after you are so far deep asleep,

For the promises i made and i'd like to keep.

I walk slow to keep pace with you,

I know i can win this race if i'm with you.

Like to show you things you never saw,

You make my religion, my reason, my law.

And i say all these words i say,

hoping you'll remember me when you go away.

Shed a tear or smile the way,

like the way i would when someday this story i'd say..

the future and the battle lost in it

Phew!!! How has the world turned around in the last few minutes.. You must have heard of the feeling when time slows down and everything around you moves slowly. I have had a similar but different feeling, I feel that the future is slowing down. Weird isn’t it?? I asked myself how the future could slows down, it does not have any could speed? But then if only we could understand everything. And some things are better felt than understood.

A mere goodbye from the past can change our welcomes in the future. A kiss could change the way we love, a hug could change the way I feel about myself, a look can change me to a better man, a smile can bring sunshine to my rainy day.

Aren’t there times when you give up on a future battle because the past betrayed you of the simplicity of war? Aren’t there times when you simply let go because holding on was too easy? Haven’t you thought of the reason for the exasperation caused by this constant turmoil of the lost soul of the human cause? Words don’t make sense when spoken for no cause. A man’s cause is not the one he thought would be, but the one he knows would be the difference between his satisfaction and regrets.

Looking out of this window, I knew I would be different. I dread the future now like they did then. I understand the constant refusal of the brain’s logic to work against the rules of practicality. Life isn’t easy but then we never liked simple things. May be we never wanted to understand the simplicity of war because wars have no rules. And as I have said earlier, rules are the manifestation of the weak mind.

love explained..courtsey - incubus

It's almost a little bit of a cliché. It is talking about the idea of love and find love and having it be purity and having it not be tainted by your misperceptions, misconceptions, expectations and transcending the sort of more worldly aspects of the love experience.

Hmmm.. how do u judge the perfection of the silver lining among the dark clouds?

How would u judge the chirping of birds or falling of rain drops or sunshine on a winter day???

how would u judge the serenity of the view from a mountain top or the chaos in a beating heart..

How would u judge the modesty of a young boy??

how would u judge the degree of freedom when a bird opens it wings and flies off in the open skies??

How would u judge the innocence of a kid when he steals a cookie???

How would u judge someone who loses their sleep for someone?

How would u judge a hot summer day from a cold winter night??

if u can't Judge all this , then why in the name of all the million gods, judge people u don't know a fuck about???

GET REAL PEOPLE .. LIVE LIKE YOU GONNA LIVE JUST TODAY!!!