अनोठेर इयर DOWN

i log on the internet and i see everyone is hoping for a better year ahead. Was it that bad the last year.. have u forgotten the crisis in 2009.. may be some of us wud be praying it to be not as bad as the last year. a li'l difference in choice of the words but they represent your absolute fear and absolute uncertainty of times ahead.
The times that i have had last year have been full of ups and downs.
If i jus prayed that this year would be better than the last then it would be an insult to god or showing me an amazing time in life.. This year, that moment, those friends, that smile will stay there, frozen.. It would never be the same again. I may not feel the same joy for a bigger achievement, i may not feel the same love for a fellow mate, a fellow human being. I may never have a dog again (i had one for 2 days).. jus being positive doesn help. Honestly, if we were all just positives, then the concept of negative numbers would have never existed.. There would be no love because there would be no hate. Its all relative. Who loves me MORE, what shines brighter, Which currency is values MORE.
All i need from the new year is MORE. No i don want MORE i want the same life.. When u ask for more, it also means MORE sufferings, MORE pain. Theres nothing like a free lunch. Somebody has to be sad for your happiness. I got a job , i am happy but somebody is sad because they cudn't.
I got the best gal friend but some one is sad because he thought he loved her MORE than me..
Its bizzare, this concept of MORE. 1 MORE year, so what. Why are you so excited about the new year. Not like you made the last one count. If u did then why worry about the coning one. bask in the glory of past and take one day as it comes, 1 MORE day.
I dont even to put up an new status coz i m sure it will be lost in the sea of updates that people are putting up.
I am here, at sea, wonderign what MORE people are doin at home, different than me. WE had good food, good comfy bed, good life.. I sit admist ocean waves, a sky filled with stars with never seizes to amaze me, a glorious day at work to look forward to..
I hope this new year, people hope to make this world better place. I hope this new year i make good on my words. I hope this new year i am more of a man than i have been. i hope this new year i can make u smile jus one MORE time...