Sometimes

Sometimes these days don't pass like they do,
Sometimes I miss myself more than i miss you.
Sometimes I wanna have whiskey but i have gin instead,
Sometimes I risk more than i can ever losse with it.
Sometimes I drive faster than markings on my speedometer,
Sometimes I break when i should press the accelerator.
Sometimes I miss clues easier than a kiss,
Sometimes I fuck things up more than my bliss.
Sometimes there are more colors than i should see in a rainbow,
Sometimes I open and eat the parcel at a take and go.
Sometimes I miss the alphabets more than the words,
Sometimes I miss the heat more than the gusts.
Sometimes the stars shine brighter than the moon,
Sometimes I wake up at midnight while its still afternoon.
Sometimes I am more blinded than i could ever see,
Sometimes I am more broken than my integrity.
Sometimes I feel lonely even in a party,
Sometimes are those times when i miss u honey.